Tree Hole
My post-release blue does not seem to be that acute anymore. Before I would sit in front of this pale screen watching download numbers climb. It’s really nothing but the a symptom of post-release paralysis.
On the other hand, the reality comes to me in its most rigid forms. There are promised works to be done. Deadlines to rush before its due. Or simply the search for the next stop… where should I go? I’m kind of stuck in an in-between state. Dreams I had (if any) that ain’t get anywhere near, if not materialized at all. But then talk about if there’s any dream…
The torrent of the past is raining hard on me while there is no sight of the road ahead. I’m in a fog. It’s a darkness that I have to look at. It’s cold. But I still have to move onward, nowhere whither.
lukhnos :: Jan.20.2006 :: bon vivant :: 1 Comment »
One Response to “Tree Hole”
Maybe we don’t have to clothe every event (or emotion?) with causal relations.